So this is the first time I've posted in three years. Now I started blogging because I needed an outlet for some things in my life that were to difficult to deal with on my own, but then didn't have the guts to talk about those things. I admire those who are able to say the things they want and know exactly how everything will turn out. I do not have that ability. I think and ponder and worry about what others will think. Or at least I did.
In the last three years I left my husband, two jobs and the state I had spent my whole life in. I have fallen in love with my best friend, changed my life and couldn't be happier. I believe that I have found out who I am and at almost 31 I am comfortable in the decisions I have made and the person I have become. I know there are others who have disagreed and will continue to disagree about the way I live my life and I still struggle with others opinions, but it is MY life and that is what matters.
So I guess I'm back and I'm ready to start over. From a new state, with a different outlook and some great people who I share my life with.